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[prepare4trouble]

I was meant to be going out tonight. I'd arranged it with my friend and everything. Then she texted and said she couldn't. With a whole long list of reasons why she couldn't afford it. A list of better things she could do with her money, basically. And so I got all depressed because I hate when my plans change last minute, and spent the night watching TV and feeling like a loser because I didn't have anyone else to go with. And I'd told my friend from work I'd go and see his band tonight, and I don't have his number so I couldn't text and say I couldn't make it, so he'll probably think I'm really rude or something. Which sucks because I only have one friend at work, the others kind of ignore me. Which isn't all that unusual for me, because of how crap I am at talking to people, but when I find one who is willing to speak to me I prefer not to seem like a bitch. So now I'm all depressed again. Just as my mood was finally starting to lift after a few weeks, I feel even worse. Perfect.

I need to go out and get drunk asap.

Comments

[poip0001.livejournal.com]

sounds like u have a reasonable explanation so u shouldnt look bad at all, no big deal to worry about, u shud go to spiders on weekends, then ull get drunk and on the cheap.
just dont go turning emo on us :0)

[lil-banik-slave.livejournal.com]

I'm sure he'll understand once you explain the situation.

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

I would, and sometimes do, but there's the whole no one to go with problem there too. Seems like you gotta have friends to make friends. Which seems a little unfair.

Whats wrong with emo?! :)

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

I hope so :)

[poip0001.livejournal.com]

No one to go with? U know freaky science, aka Tony, and have met him at spiders i believe, and u know maniclora, she goes too, and so do I, we normally all just go together, so if ur goin jusy msg us and we'll see u there.
Emo depresses people for no good reason for the sake of fashion, no one needs that :0) bein a rocker or metal head is better as they laugh and mosh,

[freaky-science.livejournal.com]

yeah you should come with us, we will out at weekend!

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

Ah, too late for this weekend now, cus I'm working all day tomorrow and get back at gone 8, so probably to late to arrange it over internet. Which sucks. If u ever going out on a saturday another time, let me know though and I'll def go.

[freaky-science.livejournal.com]

will do, how about this week??

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

Sure, but would I be able to meet u somewhere first and go with rather than meeting u there? cus I'm crap at recognising people, particularly in large crouds of people.

[freaky-science.livejournal.com]

sure, where did you have in mind?

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

Doesn't really matter, anywhere. Just outside would do. Thing is also, with Spiders (assuming that's where you're going) I'm not a member n I always go with my sister who lies and says she's a member and I'm her guest, but I can't lie. Even though everyone does, I have get paranoid about it! So if you could meet me anywhere else n then get me in, it's all good. lol, sorry. I promise I won't do that again though.

I'm aware I sound weird, and I hope you're not scared.

[freaky-science.livejournal.com]

Do you know where Whiteroom is? if you do I can meet you there at 9:30? could leave you my number if you like?

[prepare4trouble.livejournal.com]

Answered you already, but I deleted it, and since u didn't reply I thought maybe it doesn't e-mail it right away so when u delete it doesn't bother, or you just read posts on the site. So just in case, I said I would meet at Whiteroom. Also left my number so u could text me yours, but I don't really want to do that now since I'm leaving the post here and some random nutter could read it. But yeah, if u don't mind leaving your number on here, or if you want you can mail it to prepare4trouble@yahoo.com that would be cool.

On the other hand, you might just not have been online since I answered. But I dont want u to think I was ignoring you or sumat and I might not have another chance to check for replies today cus of stupid work

[freaky-science.livejournal.com]

hey sorry for not repling sooner but, A iv been working and B my computers died, so im having to use my dads so heres my number.....

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