Gah!

I am having so much trouble with this story. I think I need the watch the Thirst again to get in that mode, but I lent all my Lost Boys DVDs to my friend about a month ago and she's still got them. I just don't seem able to write anything decent at the moment, and it's so frustrating!

Also, Edgar as a half vampire is not easy. I mean, the first few moments, horror, panic, that I can get, but then what? When it comes down to the idea of having to live with it for a while, getting used to it. That's where I start having trouble. The thing is, I kind of know what I want to write, it's just mixing in the right blend of emotions and stuff. Alans reaction too. Very tricky.

I'm starting to regret starting this story. Now I feel obligated to finish, and it's a bit beyond my abilities, I think

Aaand now it's time to go back to work. Sigh.

Posted via LiveJournal.app.